call me pathetic

you drink down that vodka like it's water or sunshine.

i'll never forget the day you said you loved me.
or the day you told me you had to wear beer goggles to think of me as pretty.

and i'll certainly never forget the day you took off those God-forsaken goggles
and left me here alone with that knife and my thoughts.

and not my good thoughts either.

not the beautiful ones about you and me looking up at the sun,
just so that we could go blind.


can you see yet?


yeah,
me neither.